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Tuesday, September 16, 2014

FEAR!!!!!

Hello my beautiful and hansome peeps....Today we will be talking about facing fears.Not many people really & truly face their fears and this may sound like me being dramatic but it's not I promise. About 4 1/2 years ago about 2 1/2 months after I started High School. My family moved closer to the high school I was attending so that I could be closer. Well in the evenings after I completed my homework and chores I use to go afternoon walks with my sister & her gf or with friends every day or so. But on this particular day I just wanted wanted to walk alone. So I went on my usual route which was about a block or two around my neighborhood . Earlier that day me & my then bf had gotten into an argument about him cheating which it wasn't the first time but it was indeed the last time for me so I ended what he says was the best thing in his life. Which he was clearly pissed off about.  But back to the walk I was walking down a street a block over from my house When this Burgundy Ford Taurus passed me. I didn't pay it any attention then it passed by again but this time they stopped and 5 guys out if the 6 got out of the car and surrounded me.   When the car stopped I grabbed my phone & dialed 911, and put the phone down by my side as they approached me. They began to call me all out if my name, saying fag this & fagget that sissy this & sissy that  . Now while all this is happening I am still walking as though they are not there which pissed them off then they started grabbing signs out of peoples yards and began to hit me & throw rocks at me.  I tried to run which by the way didn't help the guys that where attacking me started chasing me once I got half way down the street 2 of the guys grabbed me took my phone which still was connected to 911. The 6th guy who was in the car started the car all the guys ran back to the car so I started back running home. As doing as all the guys where back in the car the sped past me they started throwing thing out the windows at me....Now  the reason for this story is this,  that situation had me afraid to go outside and walk at night in fear that they would come back and I wouldn't be lucky to leave with my life. About 2 weeks ago I walked down that same street I was attacked on at night, an I am proud of myself for doing it I conquered the one thing that has scared me since to do even though when my mother asked me that night was I ok & I said yes but I honestly wasn't, but I will leave with this no matter what happens in life that may scare you you can always over come your fears you don't have to let your fear keep you from anything you want to do with your life because it it's just that your life.  If you have any questions or topics that you would like for me to talk about or you want to read about just shot me a quick email to justuspeeps2@gmail.com or leave it in the comments section below.
                               

Until Next Time Smile Because Your Beautiful No Matter Who Say Different.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

JUST LOOK!!!

Hello my beautiful and hansome peeps....Today we have a topic that I just can't find the words to give it a proper title. But when I think about this subject or situation I think of the following Depression, Darkness, Honesty, Love,Remorse. Honestly I just can't fathom the idea of if I was put in a situation where I was being disowned by my family literally the people who are mentally programmed to love you & care for and about you..I have friends who have been in this situation and they have come out on top with a smile & not allowing anyone to break their spirit. I honestly feel sorry for the parents and people who think being gay,lesbian, bi, or what ever a persons sexual orientation is that it's a choice when it's not. Who would willingly choose to beaten, harassed,humiliated, looked at like you are the scum of the earth. I can honestly say that before I came out to my mom which was something I was planning to do after I   left her house for college. Because I was afraid that she would do the same thing my best friends mom  did to him. When he came out to his mom she gave him to 2 state and didn't want to have anything to do with him.  I personally couldn't have as strong as he was & is and I am so blessed to have him as my friend . But to not make this a big depressing mess , but the key to what I'm saying is this I come from a very religious background and even though my family may not like or agree with my life and the way I live my life they support me and love me and I am blessed and thankful for them. But my point is this no matter who you are just love yourself and learn to be comfortable in your own skin and for your friends & family if they can't love and except you for who you are they they are not the type of people you need in your life. You need people who will build you up not break you down. If you have any questions or topics that you would like for me to talk about or you want to read about just shot me a quick email to justuspeeps2@gmail.com or leave it in the comments section below.

Until Next Time Smile Because Your Beautiful No Matter Who Say Different.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

LOVE IS JUST LOVE

Welcome I want to give deepest apologies for my absence there have  currently been intense issues that needed to be handeled, but never the less im back. As you can see we will be talking about love. Love doesn't know race,gender,age, nor time. In some cases you cant choose who you love it just happens. Many people believe that they know what love is, when in reality they dont know what love is. I myself at the age of 20 don't know what real love is.yes i have an idea of what believe love to be. There are alot of people who judge people by the color of their skin when its not nessecery. I myself was raised to see a person for who they are not by the color of their skin or gender... Alot of people dont support same-sex marriage..Why not?? What pain will it cause you to let someone marry the person they feel that they are in love with enough to spend the rest of their lives together... It honestly dosn't effect you in anyway does it??
Everyone deserves to love and be loved. Wether it be Man&Woman , Man&Man, or Woman&Woman.

Until Next Time Smile Because You Are Beautiful No Matter Who Says Diffrent!!

Sunday, February 2, 2014

LOVE

Hello my darling blog readers as you can see today's topic is love. Due to the fact of it being the month of February I feel that my first blog for this month should be dedicated to love.What is love love can be so many different things....
What does the word love mean to you??

Until Next Time Smile Because You Are Beautiful No Matter Who Says Different

Friday, January 31, 2014

BULLYING!!!

...Bullying,  Something alot of us know to much . Why me?  What did I do to deserve this? Are a few of the questions we ask ourselves. But I'm here to answer these questions...  I'm here to give you... yes you... your voice back.  This isn't coming from someone who has never experienced this pain , because I have. I have instilled in myself that the thing they they are saying are only words , and for me to sit here and say that they don't hurt would be a lie because they do but I can say that I was always told it's not  what they call you it's what you answer to. Honestly there was a point of time when I was scared to do anything. After being assaulted while I was walking one night I was afraid to do anything and go anywhere. Things such as these are very traumatizing.  I had to learn that if I Let that one night have a hold on me like it did I would never be happy, I would never do any of the things I dreamed of, if I had Let it hold me back I wouldn't  have the confidence and courage to even do this.

There is nothing wrong with being different , being different is a unique trait that not many people have. So EMBRACE!!  The fact that you are different.

UNTIL NEXT TIME SMILE BECAUSE YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHO SAYS DIFFERENT!!!

Thursday, January 30, 2014

TRUST

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!  First I want to start off with saying Welcome to everyone who is reading this. Since today is Thursday I figured my topic today would be on "Trust". Now I know your probably wondering why talk about trust... Well here is what I have come to realize alot of people say that they trust someone when in all actually they probably don't even know what trust is.
TRUST is a noun that is defind as a firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something. For example , Me and some one I considered to be a great and amazing friend a person I trusted betrayed me and now I can't trust them like I use to...but with time I feel as though we can rebuild our friendship and the trust they lost in me... if you have some examples of trust on how it was positive or negative tell me about it maybe within another's problem with trust is the solution to your own trust issues or a solution to a similar problem you are having.

Until Next Time Smile Because You Are Beautiful No Matter Who Says Different!!!