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Hello my beautiful and hansome peeps....Today we will be talking about facing fears.Not many people really & truly face their fears and this may sound like me being dramatic but it's not I promise. About 4 1/2 years ago about 2 1/2 months after I started High School. My family moved closer to the high school I was attending so that I could be closer. Well in the evenings after I completed my homework and chores I use to go afternoon walks with my sister & her gf or with friends every day or so. But on this particular day I just wanted wanted to walk alone. So I went on my usual route which was about a block or two around my neighborhood . Earlier that day me & my then bf had gotten into an argument about him cheating which it wasn't the first time but it was indeed the last time for me so I ended what he says was the best thing in his life. Which he was clearly pissed off about.  But back to the walk I was walking down a street a block over from my house When this Burgundy Ford Taurus passed me. I didn't pay it any attention then it passed by again but this time they stopped and 5 guys out if the 6 got out of the car and surrounded me.   When the car stopped I grabbed my phone & dialed 911, and put the phone down by my side as they approached me. They began to call me all out if my name, saying fag this & fagget that sissy this & sissy that  . Now while all this is happening I am still walking as though they are not there which pissed them off then they started grabbing signs out of peoples yards and began to hit me & throw rocks at me.  I tried to run which by the way didn't help the guys that where attacking me started chasing me once I got half way down the street 2 of the guys grabbed me took my phone which still was connected to 911. The 6th guy who was in the car started the car all the guys ran back to the car so I started back running home. As doing as all the guys where back in the car the sped past me they started throwing thing out the windows at me....Now  the reason for this story is this,  that situation had me afraid to go outside and walk at night in fear that they would come back and I wouldn't be lucky to leave with my life. About 2 weeks ago I walked down that same street I was attacked on at night, an I am proud of myself for doing it I conquered the one thing that has scared me since to do even though when my mother asked me that night was I ok & I said yes but I honestly wasn't, but I will leave with this no matter what happens in life that may scare you you can always over come your fears you don't have to let your fear keep you from anything you want to do with your life because it it's just that your life.  If you have any questions or topics that you would like for me to talk about or you want to read about just shot me a quick email to or leave it in the comments section below.

Until Next Time Smile Because Your Beautiful No Matter Who Say Different.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014


Hello my beautiful and hansome peeps....Today we have a topic that I just can't find the words to give it a proper title. But when I think about this subject or situation I think of the following Depression, Darkness, Honesty, Love,Remorse. Honestly I just can't fathom the idea of if I was put in a situation where I was being disowned by my family literally the people who are mentally programmed to love you & care for and about you..I have friends who have been in this situation and they have come out on top with a smile & not allowing anyone to break their spirit. I honestly feel sorry for the parents and people who think being gay,lesbian, bi, or what ever a persons sexual orientation is that it's a choice when it's not. Who would willingly choose to beaten, harassed,humiliated, looked at like you are the scum of the earth. I can honestly say that before I came out to my mom which was something I was planning to do after I   left her house for college. Because I was afraid that she would do the same thing my best friends mom  did to him. When he came out to his mom she gave him to 2 state and didn't want to have anything to do with him.  I personally couldn't have as strong as he was & is and I am so blessed to have him as my friend . But to not make this a big depressing mess , but the key to what I'm saying is this I come from a very religious background and even though my family may not like or agree with my life and the way I live my life they support me and love me and I am blessed and thankful for them. But my point is this no matter who you are just love yourself and learn to be comfortable in your own skin and for your friends & family if they can't love and except you for who you are they they are not the type of people you need in your life. You need people who will build you up not break you down. If you have any questions or topics that you would like for me to talk about or you want to read about just shot me a quick email to or leave it in the comments section below.

Until Next Time Smile Because Your Beautiful No Matter Who Say Different.